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so i've been down with a headache all day and around four o'clock last night i had to run to the bathroom to throw up. thank god i didn't break anything, because last time i got drunk and threw up i broke the toilet seat. people are still waiting for me to replace it.

today i watched the entire first season of gilmore girls, i ate so much pizza i felt even sicker than i did and now, at nine in the evening i'm not feeling any less hung over.

somehow i've always walked around with the idea that when i turn eighteen and move out i'll magically become all "grown up and mature."

surprisingly i don't feel any less juvenile.

what, i'm supposed to cook myself dinner every day? and i have to make sure i eat enough fruit? shit, maybe i shouldn't have spent all my money on alcohol and perhaps buying that skirt wan't such a good idea because, oh yeah, i have to pay rent!

i'm definitely having a velvet underground day today. go nico!

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i love george.

so i guess an update is due right about now.

i've been relatively dead on the blogging for a while , but i am getting ready to revive myself and start writing about my thrilling life and experiences. and this time i'm cutting out capital letters. for some unfounded reason they annoy me a lot.

lots of things have changed since i last wrote on my blog and i guess i have become a little older and hopefully also a little wiser. major turns in my life have been relocating from cancun to bergen, finishing highschool and moving out. so yeah. i'm step by step discovering the joys and sorrows of a life as an independent woman in (a scary amount of) control of her own life.

the good things:

grocery shopping. i find this almost equally exhilarating every time.

bottles of wine. lots of them.

no cerfew whatsoever. ever.

coming home raving drunk and not having to hide it.

the people i live with. they're great almost all the time.

the bad things:

being broke. i dont deal with it very well.

being sick and alone. its not the same when mom's not around to take care of me.

having to prioritize buying toiletpaper and detergent over the new cd i really want.

the constant rain. i must admit i've gotten used to the sun over these years.

and that's it. the good things outweigh the bad things so it's all good.

george.